So, today is April 5, 2020, and I’m feeling really sick but I’m very optimistic. This morning, I woke up and I felt great. I was listening to music and just enjoying my beautiful morning because the skies were literally so blue and pretty. AND the temperature was perfect. As time progressed, I started to feel worse. My ear started to feel bad and also I started feeling ACHEY. YES ACHEY. No, it’s not corona.. Well, I don’t think it is because, from the news and other organizations, I don’t feel like I have a fever or like I want to die. I feel normal besides my ear and headache. My mom says it’s my sinuses and I truly believe it’s JUST SINUS PROBLEMS.
On another note, I WAS DRIVING TODAY. This might seem like something really small but I actually don’t have my license and I’ve only driven a couple of times. And the times that I’ve driven, I’ve messed up so bad that the people swore on their life that they would never do it again. So, today was my “second” lesson of me actually driving a car and it was AMAZING. I drove my mom to the store and back. She said I did excellent and she rated me a 7, which in my opinion is VERY CUTE considering I haven’t really driven with her since I almost drove inside the apartment complex 5 years ago… Yeah, I was inches away from being inside. I honestly think that I’m a good driver and I can’t wait to get my license. I think this quarantine is forcing me to take control of my life. There is no excuse as why I can’t do my homework, learn a skill or get my license during this time. There’s nothing but TIME and opportunity. So, I think after this quarantine, I’ll have my license and a DEGREE. I’m staying optimistic because that’s all I know how to do, so if you see that my blogs are sounding dreary, call me out on my negativity.
As far as my sickness, I’m taking all the measures that I think I can take under the circumstances. It’s really hard because I’m afraid to go to the store for anything. Seeing people with masks and gloves on really freaks me out. I was talking to my friend today and I asked her, “Do you think we’ll ever go back to normal society?” She responded with no. This is the new normal and we’re all fucked.